how to know or understand God with what we know

To me, there isn't the question to ask " how do we proof the exist of God " and ask " how can we know God" as people just always take their answer to think about anything.

It aslo doesn't matter to talk about what is right or wrong as people just get their way to do what they want.

I just want to find my spirit back and I can enjoy the knowledge again even there are no answer to me forever.

I just want to keep discovering something that I don't know and try to know what I can think.

I don't care what I don't know or others don't agree what I think as I just enjoy the moment which the knowledge I have.

I just find the place where I can know the different thing which I can be understanding the material 's meaning for accepting any kind of possible which is bad or good.

Right or wright is not the type of my question, but how to think in the right way and know what 's the wrong way to think is my qestion which I want to find out.

Maybe it is just because everything exists with it's valeu which we can't have the chance to know or know the value in the right time.

To learn how to think is wrong or right is just the basic approach to my though which can come up some ideaes for connecting the possible which we just can't believe.